I haven’t been on here in dumbass long. And I’m really delayed on blogging on one of the most magical nights of my life. But better later than never. September 27, 2012, Thursday night, I went to Robert’s art show at RAW Artists in San Jose. My friend Jenna took a long time to get ready cause she had a million things to do, which was ok. I was really wanting to leave because the show had started at 8pm. We picked up Alyssa at 9:00pm and headed our way, “Who Booty” by Kevin Hart plays on 94.9 and Ne-Yo’s “Let Me Love You” played on out way there. Those were the songs that stood out to me most to actually jam along to. We get to club that it was hosted at in San Jose 35 minutes later. We registered to sign in, and I was looking for Robert, I found him. He was talking to an old high school classmate of his and I tapped his shoulder and he turned around and saw me :) he saw my outfit and he smiled hella big. His classmate introduced herself, and we shook hands, ans then asked how I knew him and asked if I went to Kennedy, and I said no. “Then how do you two know each other?” I looked at Robert… “We go waaaaaaay back”, I said. His family sees me and his mom says “wow, you lost a lot of weight since I last saw you” i smiled and thanked her. Jenna and Alyssa totally support my wanting to be with him. Cause they aren’t cock blocks cause if it was the other way around, I’d do the same for them. Anyways, they left to go look around and I stuck around hanging out with him. He was going to go take pictures of the band that was about to perform, so he asked me to go along with him. I straight up asked him “Where do I stand in your life? Like, how do you view me?” The his response was “My friend, best friend, an ex, someone I’m close to, someone I care about, someone that will fight for me, someone that makes me happy when I’m sad” I smiled and joked with him, “and that’s still not good enough for you?” Because not even his closest friends went to support his art show. And that was fucked up of them. Then I said to him “I hope you appreciate what I go through for you” then he smiles at me and says “I do, I really do” and I know that he meant his words when he said that. & I told him “you know,nobody else would put up with your shit as much as I do” then he asked me “So why do you put up with it?” And I said “you already know why” We started to head back to his booth, and I saw my friends and I asked him if he wanted to meet them, and he wanted to. So we go to lounge and sit for a little while. Jenna was getting to know him and starts talking about photography. Alyssa and I went to the bathroom for literally a minute. We get back and we all talked for a while and then Jenna says “Yeah, when I heard about this, Michelle called me and was all like ‘Jenna, let’s go to this art show, I really wanna go’ she’s so supportive of you” then Robert looks at me and says “yeah, I really appreciate it” and my friends were all like *aaaawwweeeeeee* because he had a certain look of passion when he said that to me and smiled all cheesy. She pictures of us with his fancy camera, and he took took picture of Jenna, Alyssa and I. He went back to his booth to keep his mom company, and Jenna is all like “he’s totally diggin you, girl. and you being the only one besides family to show up to this gave you hella points. Plus the way he said ‘I apprecaite it’ he’s got it for you.” and I smiled. Jenna and I went to the bar and took ONE SHOT of patron. While Alyssa had a glass of wine. The run way fashion show happens, and Robert takes pictures. Afterwards, his mom and I started talking it up and she enjoys talking to me. And we had a great conversation. I told her how I’m a massage therapist now, and she joked how she needs one. So I offered to help her out sometime. I gave her compliments. Robert and I took pictures and helped him packed because it was over. The show ended earlier than expected because a band didn’t show up to perform. It was suppose to end at 1am, but it ended at 11:30pm. I really wanted to hang out with Robert after the show. Jenna and Alyssa left and decided to go to the club next door, and they invited me to go, but I don’t really dig the club scene and they repsected that. So Robert offered me a ride back home and it was awesome. “Robert, my friends went to the club next door, and I don’t really wanna club” “Do you need a ride?” “Please?” We looked around and he showed me the other parts of the club. His mom parted ways to go out one exit, and the host of the show looked at Robert and I and asked “you are together two together…?” We both looked at him and the host shook my hand said it was nice to meet me and we left. I helped him carry all his equiptment back to his moms car. She was saying bye to us, she hugged him, then she hugged me saying “it was good seeing you again” and I said the same words back and smiled. Robert and I headed back to the parking garage to his car, and I realized that I left all my stuff in Jennas car. I called and called and she didn’t answer. So I figured I’ll just get my stuff the next day. I took off my heels cause they were hurting and Robert was all like “I knew it.” Cause he said that I was going to take them off eventually and I told him I wasn’t. We get to the parking garage, walked up stairs, we get to his car, and we started to leave the parking garage. I asked him if he meant all those things he said about me, and he said yes in that adorable way that I loved. He pays for the parking, and asked me if I wanted to go with him to the machine, so I did. For some reason, I thought he paid $40 for parking, but he didn’t. We joked around and then we leave. We started to head back, and he said “If we ever get lost, we’re cruisin” we got lost, and halfway looking around, Jenna calls. I just asked to give my stuff the next day and such and we parted ways. Robert rolls his windows down for air cause he was got, and a gas truck drives by and hes all like “it hella smells!” “your fault for leaving the window rolled down” and we both laughed. We soon pass by San Jose State University and soon ended up on the freeway. Then I told him “Robert, I’m cold” then he rolls his window up. Then he says to me “Michelle, I’m hungry” on the freeway, we playfully fought over radio stations and he’s all like “what kind of music is this?” And I said “Music I listen to.” Ne-Yo’s “Let Me Love You” starts to play, and I started to fall in love in even more. We get back to our home city of Fremont and ate at Dennys. I asked him about my outfit and he said “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you dress this fancy” so I asked if that changed his perspective of me and he was all like “I think I’ll hire you as my stylist” so I asked how he thought I looked in it. And he said, “It looks nice” he looks down and smiles, “It looks very nice actually” he looked into my eyes and asked “Is that gold?” He was refering to my eye shadow. I covered my eyes in the adorable way he liked, and then put my hands down and I said, “yes, it is” we ordered our food, he got french toast, scrambled eggs, hashbrown and bacon. I got pancakes and quesadillas(sp?) After eating, we started talking about us. He now views of me in postitive way, and appreciates me and know my worth and loyalty to him. Then out of nowhere, I was random and said “!!! I chipped a nail… It’s the end of the world” then he hella jumps and made me laugh. Cause that made him even more tired. He was shocked how I sleep early sometimes and was all like “Who are you? Is this the same Michelle that I know? The Michelle that says it’s whack to sleep before midnight, and that only little kids sleep at that hour?” we talked more, finished our food. “Why do we always end up eating at Dennys and complain about their food and service?” He asked. “Because we’re low budget college kids” “true that” he paid for my breakfast, we took more bathroom breaks and we left. We got into his car, we said Good Morning/Good Night to each other and then he sneezes and he didn’t have napkins so he was all like “screw it!” He was about wipe his snot on his dress shirt, I told him “NO. I will get you a napkin from the restaurant” I ran barefoot in my out fit to get him a tissue and he drive up to me. We cruised a little and it was 2am. We get to my house and chilled for a little, talking about us, what we went through, and everything imaginable. We both admitted to being each others first relationship. We talked from being too nice and being taken advantage of, to problems, to memories of our first date, to sex dreams. He gets out of his car twice to fart. And I found that pretty damn adorable. “You did this to me, Michelle” he joked. He then told me the story of out first date. We were talking about crushes and then how we walked into each others life “yeah, I saw you and thought, she’s got some spunk. and was all like ‘hey Jaitish, I think I like her’ and Jaitish was all like yeah go for it man. So I asked you to go to the park and we became a happy ever after.” He told me how he was impressed with my weight loss, and asked how I felt about his weight gain. And I told him I found it pretty damn adorable. He personally thanked me for going and asked “Would you go to another one of these again when I hose one?” “Of course I will, you know that” At 3:30 we get out to say bye and I made him hug me in the way I love and he was all like “so demanding” but jokingly of course. Cause fuck those pussy ass friend pat hugs, I wanted a real muhfuckin hug damn it. He lost his phone, that turned out to be at Dennys. Like I said it would be. Hahaha. It was too perfect for words! And Jenna told me that the way he looked me, is the way you look at someone when they’re in love. Later, I found that his mom fb messaged me asking if he was with me cause it was pretty late and told he he was safe. That was one of the best nights of my life! I see the way he looks at me, and he sees the way I look at him and we still got it. I thank everyone and everything and God for making it possible.
